One moment in time

I've been neglecting you all. I'm so sorry
But I'm back, and goodness me what an eventful few months it's been. Or even an eventful few days.

As seasons change and pass me by i look at my life and ask myself where has it gone?

I really felt like I have learnt a lot about myself the past few months. Something has changed. The dynamic's of my life have shifted considerably and put things into a new perspective.
I had battles with friends when i was least expecting it, and I'm not going to lie, it threw me completely. I wondered for so long, how could someone who meant so much to me, just change and cut me out the way he did. Even now it's not the same. And it wont ever be the same again. I also wondered how one of my closest girlfriends could just disappear from my(or rather everyone) life for weeks on end without so much as a word. Was it something we did? Something we said? Or something you had to deal with alone?


I recently let someone go from my life. And it's so weird because i would have done anything to avoid it, yet it had to happen. He was someone i clicked with. Someone who made me smile and laugh, and I've not had that for a long time. I also want to thank him. Because without realising he taught me a lot about myself. I don't know how crazy its going to be... but i feel like... something, a chance has passed me by.

I dont know what has compelled me to write this today. I feel like something has changed and i cant quite put my finger on it.

I'm not sure if this blog has much sense. It's short and sweet but I just needed to write

Until next time my beauties, i shall be drinking myself into a merry state and enjoying the sweet vocals of Florence & the machine <3