A Lost Love

It will be four years ago next month. They day the most beautiful boy in the world was taken from this life and passed into the next. The victim of a careless driver, who didn't think about the consequences when he got into his car that afternoon. A young man lost his life before it had begun.
Jay was a beautiful boy. So at ease with the world, so happy, and always there for the people who needed him. He had a best friend. And they were best friends in every sense of the word. Six months before he died he plucked up the courage to tell his friend that it was more than friendship he wanted from her. And who was she to say no? She absolutely adored him.
He would text her every morning, without fail, even if he was going to see her later. He wanted her to know that she was all she thought about. He was 17, she was 16. He was her first love. It was everything your first love should be.
Her world fell apart when she heard he wasn't coming back. Everything she thought she knew felt like a lie. You do what you have to do though. You have to get on with your life regardless of the pain.
Everyday that Jay wasn't with her she wished that she had told him how much she loved him. And not necessarily in love. But a love, their love, that only they had understood. It was unspoken, but understood. It taught her a lesson. It taught her to always, always be open to love. And if you want to be with somebody, tell them so. Dont let them pass you by because you were afraid. Because if Cee hadn't been afraid to express her feelings, Jay would have known the amount of love in her heart for him. He'll never be gone. Not in the way you understand gone.

Everybody experiences life in a way no other person can imagine. Emotions, Actions, Love, Experiences and Tragedies pass through your life uniquely. I thought it was about time that i shared a tragedy, although i hate to use that word, with you. Althought please dont any idea's about the people in this story.
Names have been changed to protect a few for reasons of my own.